Not a good wanna

Today I decided to have a bagel.

500 – bagel for breakfast :/ (Now I can’t eat much today …!)
150 – soup
100 – veges
90 – meat
50 – dressing
50 – milk
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940

60 – oatmeal
Pah.

I’m a wanna

My goal is to eat under 1000 calories until November 30th. I’ve been so stinking depressed lately, and wanting to kill myself. My jeans don’t fit me anymore. I haven’t had that happen in years.

Today:-

100 – 1/3 cup oatmeal
130 – 1 cup fage yogurt
300 – snack at Vinaka’s :/
200 – Veges at soup plantation
25 – Hot chocolate
50 – milk

120 – muffin
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925

My plan is:-

Monday – 800
Tuesday – 1000
Wednesday – 800
Thursday – 1000
Friday – 800
SATURDAY WEIGH IN
Saturday – 1000
Sunday – 1000
MONDAY WEIGH IN
Monday – 800

Day 3

I’m doing pretty well so far I think. I haven’t had cravings on South Beach – and they say the first 3 days are the hardest.

I’ve been planning out my meals/days food. Today goes like this:-

140 – 2 x eggs
35 – cheese
140 – 2 x sausage links

120 – 1 cup nonfat yogurt
10 – Jello

100 – Veges
100 – Peanut Butter
80 – Tuna

300 – Dinner (turkey/bean curry)
100 – Veges

100 – milk

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1225

South Beaching it

Tomorrow I’m starting Phase 1 of South Beach. I’ll weigh myself Saturday next week.

Here’s tomorrow’s plan:-

Breakfast:
Sausages (120)
Eggs (140)
Cheese (40)

Milk (100) (include 25 hot chocolate)

Salad (120)

Salad (120)
Mayo (40)
Ham (60)

Almonds (100)

Veges (100)
Lentils (100)
Turkey Patty (150)

1190

Sigh.

Today was not as good as I expected. I really want to get down to 130. Why is it so difficult? why-oh-why???

250 – fruit
200 – muffin
400 – frozen yogurt
200 – salad
400 – desert
130 – muffin

140 – soup
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1690

less 400 working out.

136

I have a goal of eating 1200 – 1300 calories (max) until October 10th. Thats just over 2 weeks.

Here’s what Freedieting.com says:

Maintenance: 1582 Calories/day Fat Loss: 1266 Calories/day Extreme Fat Loss: 1080 Calories/day

Here’s friday’s plan:-

190 – bar
100 – milk
140 – Muffin
30 – jam
100 – fruit
200 – soup
160 – oatmeal
300 – soup plantation
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1230

Friday. The beginning. Again

I’m going to LA this weekend – and am going to try to stick to 1200 a day.

Today

160 – Cereal
110 – yogurt
100 – milk
200 – cookie
270 – Amy’s Meal
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840 – lets say 900.
200 – soup plantation or tostada’s
150 – glass of wine
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1190

Wednesday. Weigh in day.

This morning I decided to weigh myself for the first time in months. Last night my friend who is my height/same build told me she had hit 142. She looks unbelievable. I had pegged her at being 130. We talked about going to weight watchers together. I decided it was time to bite the dust and weigh in. 133.5. 133.5??? Then how come I feel so bloated and gross??!! Shooting for 1300 today.

300 – leftover yesterday
320 – breakfast
50 – milk

Tuesday

Saturday morning I intend to go to WW at 7:30am. I’m scared at the number on the scale. I need a week of good eating.

500 – 2am snack. Crap!
310 – Lunch at 11am
50 – milk
175 – soup
100 – bakery
100 – rice
160 – wontons
100 – veges
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1495

plus a couple of walks and a swim today. Still. Doh. Tomorrow 1000 ???

This week’s goals

Monday – 1000 calories

Tuesday – 1000 calories

Wednesday – 1200 calories

Thursday – 1200 calories

Friday – 1200 calories

That should shave off a couple of pounds. Today’s food:-

270 – muffin
260 – Amy’s Meal
120 – Banana
50 – milk
100 – salad
100 – yogurt

200 – bagel/butter/icecream
200 – pizza
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1320. Oh crap. I guess I got my figures wrong today:/ At least I went for a 1 hr walk…